sharp as a thumbnail scratch
ask me the most personal questions you can think... →
The moment you realise it's not just a phase and...
I don't belong here
My prophetic best/only best friend had a dream...
My suicide note was a mobile hanging over my bed… that’s interesting to say the least…
buxombibliophile asked: You're not temporary. No one is temporary. You're a genuine soul, too.
Anonymous asked: i was searching randomly through tags and found you. I just wanted to let you know that things will get better. I realize how sickening life is (ive been there, cutting and stuff) but you shouldn't give up. Im probably overstepping since Ive never met you and I don't know your situation but I feel like life will get way better. Someone out there loves you or will love you. youre never...
buxombibliophile asked: Going through various tags and found your tumblr. It pains me to see someone so beautiful and clearly talented in pain. I understand how crippling loneliness and depression can feel. I haven't been able to find the courage to get help for myself, either.
Anonymous asked: i hope that you find the courage to help yourself with your depression someday. i searched for tags for how i felt and found your post. suicidal ideation is very painful. and i hope that even though you are sad that you find some enjoyment in your nomz and booze. -another depressed girl thinking about suicide on teh internets.
What I hate most about being alone
- is that no one else is expecting anything from me, except me - I’m left alone with myself, my thoughts, my pills/booze/drugs/bed/anything, and no excuses not to just try and forget for a little while - with no one around there is no motivation to do anything - I am worthless of anyone’s time
I am a female, who likes
males females but mostly gender fluid/gender queer trans - either way is that weird that I’m 99% sure that is what I most want?